teammoneen: i don't know what the emotion I'm feeling is
fieldofflameand: tired?
fieldofflameand: annoyed?
fieldofflameand: jaded?
fieldofflameand: disillusioned?
teammoneen: i'm just so infuriated that i can't do anything i want to do and i put all this time into lessons - even ones dumbed down to their behavior level - and they still are assholes and i just don't feel like doing it
teammoneen: all of the above
teammoneen: i just want to be a regular teacher where i can talk and children listen
fieldofflameand: yeah...wouldn't it be great if teaching could be fun instead of just one giant hassle
teammoneen: where i can explain to them how we're moving forward and where we've been and they will actually shut up for two minutes to listen
fieldofflameand: i wish i could look lesson plans up on the internet and have them actually work for me rather than me having to take the content and then conforming it to a sit-down-no-talking-independent work activity rather than a group-wide-fun-creative-exciting project
teammoneen: exactly